I really admire the people who can decide who they are and unwaveringly go forth wearing the skin of that person. I really do. I feel like a chameleon, constantly changing the skin I'm in to match the colors around me.

I've been posting my resumes for jobs. I have like 6 different resumes, all full. There's the musician one, which is most consistent. The webmistress resume is also fairly consistent, but has no formal training. The office chick resume has great gaps, because I hate being an office chick and am therefore always trying to get out of it (I figured this out after 10 years or something). Then there's the yoga teacher resume which includes all my work with dancers and choreographers. My combo resume for the jobs that I think want an office chick who can do web work. And finally there's the enchilada resume which is like 5 pages long and has everything.

What do I have to show for it? Nothing. Still can't get hired. Too diverse? Too honest? Too quirky? Too much!

So who do I become now? How do I sell 50 million records? Become an independent artist and put out my own stuff. Coming Soon.

Namaste

Tags: invention, madonna, music, resume, stuff and things, web, yoga
Current Location: home
I feel: determined
I'm listening to: adoring fans